hnya 1 bisikan.....

mndaku ligat mnterjemah keadaan

yg aq sndri xpsti

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yg b'cmpur tnpa 1 yg pasti

bisikan yg 1 dtg monopoli dri

higga aq rse sesuatu yg xprnh aq rse sblm ini..

lalu otakku bntu mmbuat kputusan yg pasti

silap pghitugn bisa mbawa aq ke darurat

emosi xtntu..

hingga myesakkn salurn p'nafasan

apbila ayat2 suci b'kumandang

dmainya xterkira

otak kmbali ligat mncri kbnaran

namun........

1 yg pasti mgenaiku....

pabila htiku sdah mnjadi keras seakan Stonehenge

ianya xkn brubah...mlainkn dgn iziNya.....

kemaafan dsusun tnda sesal

kerana bisikan itu xkn brnti mggangu mnusia hingga akhir hyat alam ini....

krana aq hnya insan krdil yg xlps dr khilaf......

sekeras ini kah hati ini....ohohohhhh...

mskipun ianya sekeras stonehenge...ianye ttp akn brubah mengikut kehendak-Nya...

a part of my love...hahahahahaaaa...

heloooooo......huhuhuuu...brita yg gmbira n tak msti akn dtg dlm hdup kte...ye x???n, org tua2 kte...jgn sonok sgt..nnt ngis!!!!ok...besenye org start ngn berita gmbira kn????but,today...aq nk b'sdih dlu....

ok....cincin aq hilang!!!!waaa....xtau nk wat ap lg...aq dah cri mrata tmpat...tp,still xjmpe gak...waaaa...tah mcm ne cincin 2 leh t'lucut dri jari pown aq xtau(slme nie xprnh2 plak jg cm nie)....waaaa....smpi skrg xdpt dkesan.....(nk kata aq dah kurus smpi cincin nie leh longgar..xde r nmpak aq nie makin kurus...byk mkn lg aq...)some ni gara2 sronok sgt dpt tgk prforms SuJu kat KL hri 2....waaaa....(dlm youtube je r....)

heheheh...jgn sdih2....wlpn aq msih mmikirkn kehilagn cincin ku...tp,nk cte 1 yg mnarik...prforms SuJu kat KL hri 2 t'sgt lah best....ske2.....hheheheh...even aq hnye mnonton mlalui skrin Jacob nie..waaa...but,still ok...aq dpt tgk my Donghae n Kyuhyun...hahhahaha...so handsome!!!!wahahhahaha....

tp,dorg nie dah tkar imej r...rmbut dorg pnjag skit...lg comel ble dorg rmbut pendek...hopefully,pas nie dorg rmbut pendek blik....bru b'tmbah2 handsome n macho!!!!hahahahah.....

ok r.....aq nk smbung kgilaan ini lg...n enjoy ur life....love u SuJu!!!!!!!!!!!muahhahhahahahxx.x....

p/s: nie tuk DONGHAE n KYUHYUN......muaaaahhhahhaxxxx!!!ahahhahahaaha

hehhehehhe...SuJu!!!!!!

againnnnnn......

agaaaaaiiinnnnnn.......

nnnnnnnnnnnn...........AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bingit!!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeheeehhehehehehhehehe...

kegirangannnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!

alallalalalalalal...COMEL!!!!!!cmel ke????

tiada bintanggg.......

huhuhuuuuu..npe nie bang????

zida(kanan)...nie r org yg mgajak aq g.....

oppps!!!!zida xde....hehhehe...aq, qaqa n ejow!!!

hai....ok just a short story...ahad lepas aq attend "RENTAK KUGIRAN" anjuran d'trans...n Azlan and the typewriter hdir sbgai artis jmputn...

bingit t'sangat r bingit smpikn aq rse urat tliga aq yg ad prob nie..(belah kanan...)

bengkak!!!!aduh...mmg skit...n smpi hri nie aq rse skit2 lg....n mse 2, aq pk yg 2 mmg bukan dunia aq..huhuuu..aq xtau npe ble band2 2 prform aq leh mguap kengantukan!!!hahahah...sah2 mmg aq xske..hehhehe...xpe r just tmnkn zida je...cz dy mnat gle kat Lan..hehhehe..(yg diktekan abg sedara aq...)hehhehehe,,,

best mmg best...some org enjoy...but,myb aq je yg xgmar sgt ngn benda2 nie,,,tp, aq layan je..hehhehe..sumpah!!!!!!!!aq rse nk ckp je....lmbat lg ke band2 nie nk abis....cz keadaan waktu 2,smpi mnyebabkn aq skit kple n urat kat blakg telinga aq dah mula skit..aduhhhh...

than,,,smpi waktunye....giliran Lan wat prsembahan..n yg pliknye...mse Lan prform...aq xrse bingit sgt n ok r...xde r seteruk band2 2 prform..tau je r lau Lan menyanyi...lantang sorenye mcm nk t'kuar tkak...(bak kte kwn aq...)hehehhe..dah nme pun profsnal kn???msti r dy tau arrange bunyi gitar,bass n drum dorg.....

heehehhee...zida dah awl2 dok dpn stage tuk record prform Lan..hehehe..xcited tul...ok..dah xde pape nk bebel...just nk show pic2..mse mlm 2..hehehehhe...enjoy it!!!

P/s: mmg best n sronok mlm 2...cz b4 aq dtg prform 2..aq tgh b'duka...waaaahahhahaha..

n mse nie SuJu pown prform kat KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!waaaaa...DONGHAE!!!love u!!!muahhhaax...

jacob!!!!please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaadooiiiyaaa...mkin skit ati ble jacob(sbnrnye nme lappy aq..) asik wat hal lately...waaa....asik hang je....ble chek prob...blueskrin prob....waaa...jacob bru je msuk wat hri 2...xkn nk msuk lg...

tensionnye aq!!!!!please jacob...jgn r wat hal.....aq dah xde wit dah nk btulkn ko..huhuhuuu....sodeh tol...bek2 ngah syok tgk SuJu...hang la plak.....

nnt ble aq dah ad wit...aq btulkn ko ye...sbr skit je....waaaaa......please jacob....waaaaa.......

sronok even t'sgt r pnat!!!!

halooooo..hahahah...gye aq pnt mcm aq wat keje bruh r plak...hehehe..x...sbnrnye aq bru blek dri photo shoot ngan dak kls....hahahha...pnt gle..pdahal amik gmbar je..bkn ap pn...hahha..ok..yg sronoknya...kteorg gbung kls tuk 3 sem pnye..hahhaha..mmg rmai....d6b5....huhuhuuu..mmg byk rgam....2 pun ad yg xdpt dtg..prgai gle2....ble pk sdih r plak...lps nie tah jmpe lg x dorg...we r in final year!!!!huhuhuuu...pas nie some kne lbih matang tuk jd bdak dgree,,hihihiii...cm ne gye yup....

syg plak nk tgl kn segamat nie...dlu bkn men xske...tlg cpt abis r..ap r....hihihii...ble btul2 nk abis..xmau plak..hihihhh...mgade....hehehhe...

1 bnda yg akn aq igt smpi ble2...nilam n n361..hehehhe....miss gle...ble r nilam nk siap...hehheh..smpi aq nk kuar pn xsiap lg...huhuhuhhh.....

wat nani n qaqa...tq so much...syg korg....nani tq cz jd roomate aq slme 4 sem...n qaqa...tq sesgt cz kte dah jd clssmate slme 5 sem...so long....hehehe....(wlpun aq xleh lwn zida...)hehhehehe...

spe lg ea....zida,hajr....syikin adam, n some yg mgenali r...(dah mcm ucapn raya r plak..)hehhehe...pape pn...syg n tq sgt...

hehehehee...ok r...nk rehat r...c u again,,....papai...muhahahahax...

adoiiiyaaaaa...skitnyaaa...

huhhh...mmg skit ble kne ulcers mulut kn???n, aq akn kne pnyakit nie tiap2 bln!!!!huhhhh...dugaan...n ksakitan nie myebbkn aq g tnye en.google kte sbb ap aq kne pnyakit nie...nk tau x???nie haaa sbb nye....

Causes

There are many processes which can lead to ulceration of the oral tissues. In some cases they are caused by an overreaction by the body's own immune system.

Factors that appear to provoke mouth ulcers include stress, fatigue, illness, injury from accidental biting, hormonal changes, menstruation, sudden weight loss, food allergies and deficiencies in vitamin B12, iron and folic acid.

n skrg..mmg agak stress..cz nk ckp pn sush....tp,weight loss....hummm...cm xcye je...myb kot...cz ble mulut dah skit mmg r sush nk mkn...yg sdpnye ble aq t'gigit bibir sndri...adoiii!!!!!skit gle!!!!!lau ckp manyak2 pn...leh skit...dah r mgu nie byk kne prezent...huhuhuhhhhh...cm ne nie....

n 1 lg yg aq lpe...mse knduri hri 2,aq mkn tembikai dgn kadar yg sgt byk..heheheh...(tmbikai kn panas...)mmg r mnjadi aq nye ulcer nie...waaaaa..............

ok r...skrg aq nk cri solution nye...huhuuhhh....pulih r cpt whai pnyakit...

my heart totally hurt..my tears raining again...

hai some...ok...weekend nie aq blek kg aq cz ad knduri arwah atok aq...sok aq amik ksmptan nie tuk aq blek kg mmndangkn aq leh tglkn keje aq kat sni wat smntara waktu...ok...i just want to share what i feel this weekend...it's so sad even the stuation xde r smpi mglirkn ari mate pn...



once again,,,ingatan aq kat arwah atok kmbali lg...n smestinya ble aq tringat sal arwah...aq akn nangis scara automatik.....ok..tglkn sal memori tu sbntar...aq nk story sal weekend aq...ok..aq blik rumah...hri khamis jugak n mlm 2 aq gerak blik kg....di sbbkn rmah arwah atok aq blah mak xde org...(cz atok aq duk umah pakcik aq kat jb...)so,kmi tdo umah arwah atok blah ayah....



than,esoknya aq blek umah arwh atok blah mak tuk mgemas rumah....huhhhh...rumah 2 dah dtglkn lbh 3 bln....bygkn....b'tapa kotornya...ngan tahi cicak n sawang...habuk lg...huhhhh...pnt gle....aq rse mcm nk bsuh je 1 rumah!!!!mak aq dah gerak pontian tuk amik adik aq yg duk asrama n nenek aq yg pakcik aq bwak half way je dri jb cz ad urusan n dy akn blik mlm 2 gak...



ok...yg sedihnya....dri pada preparation tuk b4 knduri smpi waktu knduri dah nk mula....just mak long,mak uda, n mak aq...je yg b'tungkus lumus...padahal adk bradik ad 6....so sad...dorg dah plan knduri nie dri disember thun lps....thun lpas k....bkn mggu lps....last2...byk alasn dorg bg yg aq sndri xtau aq leh cye or tidak....



mmg pnt n skit ati,....tp,xpe r...some dah sattle. ok...mlm 2 ad meeting skit...aq dok je r sbgai cucu....(just 4 half session...)yg lbihnya aq grak dpor wat air tuk dorg...ap yg sdihnya....tbe2 aq t'pk.....lau arwah atok ad..msti xjd mcm nie....n ap yg lbih wat aq sdih ble nenek aq skrg mkin demand....aq sndri xtau npe...why i said like that????ok..korg bygkn...pakcik aq mse hntar nenek aq kreta dy rosak...than,dy g r sewa keta tuk hntar nenek aq....n nenek aq ckp..."sewa kreta buruk..."n aq tgok mke makcik n pakcik aq brubah!!!lau aq pn kcik ati...as long as dy dah cbe dptkn kreta tuk hntar nenek aq ckup r...n,nenek aq gak prnh ckp rumah kteorg kcik r..buruk r....(family aq xde r senang sgt...biase je...)n skrg ble ayah bli rmah yg besar...len plak komplenny..kali nie sal kete...kcik r...smpit r...xlawa r..mcm2...huhhh...tah r...ble cm nie..automatik aq igt kat arwah atok...arwah xprnh komplen ap2 pn...pkai kete buruk ke....ap ke....lau kteorg blik kg n bwk buah tgn even dah tgh mlm pn dy akn bgun mkn....atok....syila rndu kat atok....

n ble blek campus...aq nmpak rmai wat knduri khawin...n aq trigat kat atok..dy prnh ckp yg dy nk tgk aq kwin...n, skrg dy dah xde....atok2....mcm2....smoga atok dtmpatkan dkalangan org b'iman.....syila rndu n syg atok sgt2!!!!!!!!!!!

Al-fatihah buat Hj Yusuf b Siran.....

p/s: maaf some..aq xleh nk truskn....aq dah start ngis blek...sory r lau cte aq nie flow dy tongang langang....

that's what i love.....even it's so hard...yeyyy!!!

hai some..lme dah xjenguk blog nie..bz skit r..so,ad sdikit mse nie..aq just nk share something ngan korg....ok...first....hri jumaat 5/3/10...aq b'tolak ke jb tuk shoting selling...sgt penat...tp,seronok...tah bpe byk scene yg xjd tah..hahahahah...ye r...xde bkat blakon kot...tbe2...kne blakon...yg si qaqa dgn word 'staff' b'tkar suff...haahahhaa...n si afiq....word 'delicious'....jd bunyik dilises...hahahha..mmg lawak....hehehee...lps je abis shoot...kteorg g Angsana..than, kakak sdare aq lak ajk g tebrau...huhuuuu...lg r b'tmbah pnt...tp,xpe...mmg sonok..hahahahha....tq kak...(mkn pown dy byr..kih3x...xmlunya aq...)hahhah....tp,somenya xbrakhir d c 2...aq plak leh xtau jln blek umah finas...hahhaha...3x aq round jln yg sme kat jb 2..dah r jln jam..waaaaa....(once again...i'm sory kak...)smpi je umah finas...aq rse mcm nk t'cbut some sendi2..hahahaha...

ok...2 sal g jb n jln2....mse shoot...aq org yg d prtggungjwbkn tuk hias kek..hahahhaa...kwn2...sory r..tgn sy lom mahir lg..tp,xpe....siap gak aq hias wlpn...t'gigil2 mse tgh design..hahahaha....sory some...ok....2 sal design kek....

citer lak sal smlm....aq abis je test selling...aq n group member aq...b'kmpung kat blik study tuk prepare present ent!!!!waaaaaaaaaa,,,,sungguh pnt....kteorg kne stay smpi pg n kls ent 2,pkul 8 a.m!!!!!!!!!!!!lg t'haru..hahahah...ksnnya...aq n kwn2 ku...mghadapi lebaman mte yg t'amat n kengantukkan yg menggila...

aq blek blik je trus try scan layout yg aq lukis...n b'tmbah tmbah malang ble scanner aq xleh ditect!!!!!!!!!!!!!waaaa...malangnya idup....ujian2....sbar je....tpt 5.30 a.m....aq ngn keletihan thap gaban....tdor...waaaa...ngantuknya...n 6.30 a.m...alarm aq bunyi...aq bgun...mndi n g blik adah(my junior....)tuk scan layout smlm......tq adah...cz mnyelamatkn akk.....hehhehhehe....

than......aq g r kls kul 8 a.m 2....ngn keletihan n kengantukan....hahahahah.....aq rse aq jln pn dah t'huyung hayang....xstabil.....hihihiiiii..............n, kami x present pn....dsbbkn ad lg item yg xtau nk proceed cm ne...n si zida xsihat....selamat r....hehehhee...mgu dpn kne present.....blek je kls aq b'gegas ke blok i..(bli mknan r.....)hehehhee...blek,mkn2...n aq tdo!!!!!!!!!!!!yah...best btul bring...smpikn kls kul 2 aq x g...truk tol....maaf miss..........hehehhehe.....

hehhehhe....ok...jgn slh fhm ngn tjuk kat atas........that what i love...even it so hard....adlh untuk design kek n wat layout location..hehehhee...susah kot nk wat...lg2 tuk org yg xde basic mcm aq....nk harapkanminat n bakat aq yg xsbrapa ni...but,,i'm loving it!!!!dah mcm iklan mc'd r plak...ok r..that's all..............tq byk2 cz sudi mmbce celoteh yg xsbrapa nie....c u all again...love u!!!!!!!!!!!muahhhhahahh!!!!!!!!

tutttttttttttttt....siaran tmat daaaa...............

sekian lameny......

ok r...mmg dah lme aq dah xdesign ...tbe je smlm aq nk design,,,,huhuuu,,,,mntg2 kls xde smlm...pttnye aq kne wat assmt yg xsbr2 nk suh aq siap kn...tp,aq g wat bnda nie r plak....tau mak aq....mmg mmpos...huhuuuu...mak,sory....t'lukis...tbe2 je...bkn sje2...hihiii....nsb bek r mak aq xpndai lyn fb or blog...lau x...abis kantoi....huhuuuu.....dah...xmau bebel byk2...aq just nk tnjuk hasil keje aq slepas hmpir sthun aq xsketch design dress...huhuuu...

sooo.......this show start now!!!!!!!!!!!!huhuhuhuuuuuu

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